It's been exactly one week since I came here to visit my friend, and I'm finding it incredibly difficult to decide whether I want to stay here, or whether I want to go back and see what I can do back at home. There are so many pros and cons towards both decisions.
The first pro of course, is being able to be with my friend. It's been incredibly nice reconnecting with her, and getting to know the person she's been dating for all this time. Another pro is the fact that she can probably get me a job where she works. Which would be nice considering I haven't had an actual job in almost two years. It's also quiet here, which is nice for focusing on writing.
The first con has to do with the quiet, I'm not too big a fan of it. I love chaos, and being around a plethora of people. I'll be lacking that here. It seems sort of minuscule, now that I'm sitting here writing about it. It's incredibly hard to try and decide what is best for you prior to fucking up and realizing that you've made the wrong choice. I should just do the exact opposite of what I want, perhaps then I'll be on the right path and have absolutely nothing to regret. Unfortunately, like most things in life, I have no clue what I want!
I have some thinking to do.
On a greater note, I decided to submit another piece to Wilde magazine. I'm nervous to see how they feel about my writing.
I'm just like you, but completely different.
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