Well, that didn't work out.

I was going to have a couple new videos, but the Gray Gardens idea is still being planned, and the makeup video I shot didn't really work out too well! :(
I was also going to deliver a special surprise, but... That didn't work out either!
This week I'll really focus on delivering some good stuff.
Whilst talking about good stuff! I got a pair of boots! They should be here on Friday.
Perhaps a shoe unboxing is in order? I'm so excited to own a pair of these, because quite frankly finding a good shoe in my size is like finding a shark in the Eerie canal. Also, I'm going to be receiving something else extra special on Friday! It's going to be wonderful :D

On a separate note: My little brother bought his first car this weekend! It's a big ol' blue truck, and it's gorgeous! We spent some time in that over the weekend, windows down and music blasting, as a car ride should be. It's funny how one sets a goal and achieves it, haha. I've been quite awful at doing such. Mother thinks it has to do with my dwelling on the past, sadly I might have to agree. It seems I've gotten myself in an awful habit, er, a couple.
There's this voice inside my head that doesn't seem to want to stop squawking, like a big nasty bird right outside of your open window. The bird is immortal. Mother tells me to learn from the mistakes but not dwell on them, and I think my mind has a hard time processing the fact that I can move on from things. I'm sure I'm not the only creature on this planet that who suffers with this dilemma. I suppose all we can do is take it day by day, and hope that time can sort of fade away the slate that one focuses on. It's thirty seven minutes away from a new day so I have that to look forward to... Thirty six now.

On a last note! I've decided to try and submit more writing! I just need to grow some melons and select the pieces I want to send out. From there I can just take it day by day (common theme) and hope that the person who reads my words falls in love with them.

I hope your weekend was fantastic! :)
Thirty five!